Ugh. Okay, today I did something terrible. I know I shouldn’t have done it but I did. I weighed myself. I don’t usually do it because for some stupid, insane reason my weight always somehow ties in to my self worth and I just get depressed or super excited depending on the results.
Well I knew I wasn’t going to like the results. Since I have been in my little cuddly, cozy, happy relationship with Gloria I have put on about 15 pounds. That’s over two years. But still, not the direction I want to go.
I lost 35 pounds 2 years ago and now I’m on the way back up to regaining that weight and it ends today. If I have to fast or fad diet to get started again I will. My problem is that I don’t cook. We eat at restaurants all of the time. Granted, I order salads all of the time lately, I’m still unsure what my calorie intake is and I used to track that shit and was aware of it.
It’s so hard to start losing weight again. I think it’s back to calorie counting. Anyways, you will not see a dessert in this gal’s mouth at ALL in the coming weeks and months. I will get back in to the swing of things, mark my words.
In addition I have been extremely sedentary with work because I am editing from home, this enormous project and I’m not sleeping properly and I’m constantly sitting and doing this shit. Luckily I’ll be done with the project by the weekend and then I will get more active.
The Ladies of the House of Kitnkabootle: Amanda Blake, Meryl Streep, Catherine Deneuve, Helen Mirren, Arlene Francis, Stella Gonet, Cyndi Lauper, Jennifer Saunders, Dawn French, Miranda Hart, Emma Thompson, Joanna Lumley, Victoria Wood, Dolly Parton, Debra Monk, Greta Garbo, Marlene Dietrich, Helen Mirren, Judy Davis, Susan Hampshire, Julie Andrews, Carol Burnett, Dolly Parton, Nana Visitor, Gates McFadden, Little Edie.
As soon as Victoria Wood sets the date of our wedding, I will be Mrs. Wood.
The Other Things I Covet: Grey Gardens, Fanfiction, Vidding, Singing, Acting, Rehearsing, Performing, Traveling, New York City, Dr Quinn: Medicine Woman, Gunsmoke, The Carol Burnett Show, 30 Rock, Dinnerladies, Sitting in dark theatre houses, Sharpies.